Friday, July 27, 2012

I'LL WAIT FOR YOU




"Okay ... MinMi you can sit there beside Ri Seul", you teacher smile and guide you to your chair.
"uhmm... songsaenim, where is my mother ?", you asked her.
"oh ~ baby, your mom already left...", she paused because you started to cry.
"no .. uljima ~ your mom will be here later. Here take your sit for a while.. you will enjoy here", your teacher said while you sit on your chair.
You look around and see lots of decoration on your room.
Even your amaze at your colorful homeroom you still didn't stop crying.
"MinMi, stop crying now, arachi ? songsaenim will going to teach now...", she rubbed your back and walk in front.
You are a Grade 1 student. It is your first time to take a class since you are just home-studying on your previous grades/age.
You keep on looking at the glass window hoping your mom will appear in a minute. You didn't focus on your study since your worried that your mom might leave you at the school forever.

RECESS TIME ~
It was your break time and your still looking for your mom.
You don't know where to ask since your teacher already left along with your other classmates.
A tear suddenly fall to you cheeks.And after that a small thumb wipe it. You look on your side and found a boy smiling at you...
"uljima ~", he said giving you an eye smile.
You started to cry again. "umma~", you cried and cried.
"Shhh.. yah, MinMi-ah stop crying now...I'm here", he suddenly hold your hands. Just ten, you stop crying.
"You will have fun here...don't worry I'll be your best friend from now on", he smile.
You felt comfortable with him as if he was your older brother. You smile at him and you both headed to the canteen.

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AFTER 10 Years ~

"oppa!", you call Hyunseong. "oh ?! I thought your not going to school today?", he said.
"ahehehe.. ani, I will... since I'm going to miss you if I won't attend", you smile. He laugh softly and ruffle your hair.
All the way to school your both teasing and talking to each other.
You and HyunSeong have been best of friends since Grade 1.
You are always with him.Most of the people who will recognize both of you would always think that you're a couple but you just ignore them.


[Your POV]
I'm just sitting on my chair when someone tickle me.
I turn around and see Hyunseong oppa. "oppa~", I smile while he sit beside me.
"want to have a lunch on the roof top?", he offered and I gladly accept it.
I've waited for our lunch in almost 2 hours.
Finally, IT'S LUNCH TIME ! I quickly run towards his desk and pull him.
As we already in the rooftop, I search for a table and gladly I found one. We both pull-out our lunch bx and eat.
"So~ why your mind suddenly change? I thought your not going to class today", he asked.
I lowered my head and eat my food."I told you, it's because I'm going to miss you if I'm going to absent", you said.
"liar", he laugh softly.*BUT THAT'S TRUE ~* I thought.
A silence came between the two of us when I started to speak.
"You know ~ If I grow up. I want to reach all of my dreams ~",I said. "what are those?", he asked.
"well, I want to be a teacher someday, I want to teach children how to befriends with others..", I smile when I'm imagining it.
"After that.. I want to earn money so I can travel all over the world...", I paused.
"and after that, I want to get married to the man I always loved.", I smile and look at him.
" How about you ?", I asked him. "hmmm.. I just want a simple life ~ have a good job and get married to a girl that always in my heart", he said and eat his food.
"Oppa, I want you to be on my wedding someday, arrasso?",I asked.
*Say Yes...please* "Of course, I will...", he smile."you should be in the front row", I said and he just nod.
"But promise me.. you'll go on my wedding too"he said and I smile. "yeah ~ yeah ~ I Will", I said.
As you didn't know, I like Hyunseong oppa ever since we became friends.
He really captured my heart.
Now, I felt something wrong ... I feel sad since I told him just sit on the front row on the wooden bench in the church during my wedding.
I actually wanted him to be on my side. I want him to be my groom someday and not just a guest...
I want him to be the one who is waiting me in the end of the aisle, the guy who will put a promise ring on my ring finger, the guy who will say vows in front of me...and the one that I'll going to kiss after the ceremony.
A sudden pain I felt, thinking that we are not meant for each other.. maybe we are just best of friends for ever. NOTHING MORE ~
[End of POV]


[Hyunseong's POV]
I felt pins that suddenly hit my heart when she told me about her dreams.
Every time she would ask me  that I will sit on the very front row on the day she would get married, my heart breaks ...
I don't want to be in the front row only... I want to be the guy... I want to be the guy that you'll love in the rest of your life~
And how I wish she would said this line "of course i will come ..because there's no wedding if your bride won't come, I will be your bride...oppa~".
Well, I like her since Grade 1.
I was really attracted to her awful eyes and her prettiness inside and outside.
I never plan to court or confess my feelings for her, since it might just ruin our friendship.
I'm afraid that in a single snap our friendship will be gone.

Many weeks have passed and it seems that she is ignoring me sometimes.
*WHAT? What is the problem? Did I do something wrong?* I thought.
Our friendship slowly fading. She already met her other friends. *I guess she didn't need me anymore~* I sadly thought.
I started to get worry. I once try to ask her what is her problem and she just said "nothing~", that all ?! That night,
I cried as I feel the girl in my life is slowly disappearing on my whole life.

Years had gone again and we are now working at our own business.
Her, she is teaching some children in a Day Care Center while me, I'm a member of a choir.
Well, that's not my only duty, I'm also a dancer. I have a dance group where I am the main vocalist.

I'm now at the church where I used to be a choir.
I sit on a corner and sing some Inspirational songs.
As I was into music I spotted MinMi. My face brighten when I saw her.
*She's still pretty~* but ... it faded when a guy came towards her.They guy suddenly hold her hands and they both smile to each other.
My heart fall into pieces when I saw them. *I guess we're not meant to be~but still I'll wait for you*

The Next Day ~
I saw her in a coffee shop, but I don't see the guy anymore.. so I approach her. "hey!" I started.
She just give me a small smile. "how are you now? long time no see ", I laugh awkwardly.
"oppa~ can we go to your house ?", she asked. I was in stunned but I manange to speak.
"s-sure", I give her a smile.
As we are now on my house I accompany her to the living room and offer her to sit down.
I went to the kitchen to get some drinks and cookies.
As I enter the living room , I saw her crying. *wae?* I quickly sit beside her and rubbed her back.
"oppa~ gomawo", she said. "waeyo ? why are you crying?"I asked. "I need you oppa...", she cried and I just hug her.
"uljima~", I said and softly stroke her hair. That's when our memories when we are still in grade 1 suddenly came back to my mind.
I broke the hug and wipe her tears. "now~ tell me.. why aer you crying?",I asked calmly.
"Oppa... now i realize that ... I can't forget him~ I can't leave him..."she said. I feel so sad about her.
"Oppa ....", before she would say anything I cut her off.
*good thing.. I wait for you ~*
[END of POV]


[Your POV]
I was crying on Hyuseong oppa's shoulder. Now I already realize who is the man that I would always love.
I was nervous to confess all my feelings for him.All I can do is cry for now ~
As he broke the hug, I manage to speak and decided to tell my feelings towards him.
"Oppa... now i realize that ... I can't forget him~ I can't leave him..." I started.
"Oppa ...."I was about to say something but he cut me off.
"MinMi-ah ... I'm always here for you, why can't you see ? Since we are grade 1 I already like you ...I just keep those feelings because I'm afraid that you would ignore me after that ~ I saw you yesterday with another guy and it broke my heart ... seeing you crying breaks my heart too. MinMi-ah why it can't be me ? Don't you love me ? Why it can't be me... the guy that will be your love in your whole life...why I can't be your groom?", he said while hugging me.
Suddenly tears starts to fall on my cheeks again. *so ~ we've been keeping our feelings since the first?* Now I feel the happiness inside of me...
I broke the hug and look straightly on his eyes.
"Oppa.. the reason why I'm here is ... to .. say ... that I want to be your .... bride someday ~", I said slowly.
"I want to be the girl that will live with you forever...I can't forget you, I can't leave you.. I've tried so hard to deny all my feelings and told myself that we're just best of friends, that we're not meant for each other.. but when I heard you .. I really feel happy~ ............ I love you..."I said and he kissed me. "I love you too..", he said and hug me... "You would be my bride and I will be your groom, arasso?" he said and I just nod happily.

I feel that I'm the luckiest girl in world ! WORDS CAN'T EXPRESS MY FEELINGS ... I'm truly happy ~~
[end of POV]

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