MOVE-ON

"Dude, why don't you try to move on?" Kwangmin said as his twin nod in agreement.

"no, I just can't" his tears are threatening to fall again.

"Yah, be a man bro ! Stop crying~" Youngmin said a bit cold or mad on the way of his voice.

"You can't understand me ! Call me gay or what but I won't stop crying ! I can't just keep my feelings inside of me. I wanna burst it out!" he said loud enough to make students look at them.

They are on the school garden.

"Minwoo, don't make any scene here..kaja~(let's go)", Kwangmin hold Minwoo's arm and drag him somewhere while Youngmin following behind.

"I know, you still love her...but Minwoo, it's already been half year since she died.Move on~", Youngmin patted the young boy.

"But that 6 months isn't enough to make me fully move on. She's not so easy to forget.", Minwoo said.

"Minwoo, we'll help you." Kwangmin hold his shoulder.

"Help with what?", The crying boy asked in confusion.

"Just let us do this for a moment, we'll tell you once in a right time" Kwangmin smile and look at Youngmin.

Looks Youngmin get what's Kwangmin's plan thought their telepathy.

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"Oh, what was that?" you asked your friend Miah.

"Why is it that boy tantrum like girl? He's too handsome for a gay~" you said as you take a bite on your sandwich.

Yes, you saw Minwoo, Kwangmin and Youngmin that made a scene on the school garden. Of course, you are there.

"Your always late at the headlines, girl" Miah said.

"what?", you asked.

"Don't you know that Minwoo's girlfriend died six months ago?", she said.

"EH? Minwoo? the boy who cried earlier?" you asked and she simply nod.

"Wae? what happened?", you somewhat get curious about Minwoo and his girlfriend.

"Hmm...As far as I know, his girlfriend got to an accident and it was really painful for him since that day when his girlfriend died it was supposed to be their 1 year anniversary." she said.

"Jinja?(really?)" you kind of pity Minwoo.

"He really love his girlfriend." you mumbled.

"But..hey~ this was your chance now. Why don't you be the one that help him move-on on his past?" she winked.

"me?" I asked as I point my index finger on myself. She nod with a smile.

"I don't even know that guy~" you said and look away.

In just a second a hand landed on your head.

"OUCH!" you rubbed your head that was slapped by your friend.

"Tsk. LIAR! I know you like him before. Don't lie anymore, I saw your diary" she said and smirk.

"EH? where did you get my diary?" you asked with wide eyes.

"Oh, this one? Pshhh" she pulled out and show you your last year diary on her hand.

"Hey, where did you get that?", you asked trying to chase the diary on her hand.

"UH! No way~ How dare you lie at me? Pretending you don't know him? when it actually says on your diary that..."luckily I grab my diary on her hands but it didn't last long as someone grabbed it on my hands.

"YAH!" I shouted but got shut up when I saw the Jo twins in front of me.

"I heard you like Minwoo..."Kwangmin said.

"BWOH?!(WHAT?!) what are you saying?Give me my diary back!" I said and grabbing it on his fully strecthed arms.

Youngmin grab it on Kwangmin's hand and directly flip the pages.

"I dreamt about Minwoo today. It was so....lovely!" he read it out loud.

"Woah~ kyeopta!(cute!)" he said as I glare at him.

"I hate you!" I said and leave them.

"Erika wait!" Miah call me, but I ignore her.

"Sorry~ I didn't mean to..." I cut her off.

"Please just leave me alone for now" I said and she stop on her track as she let me go.

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I was really pissed on what that three rat did to me. Miah,Kwangmin, and Youngmin!

But...I didn't keep it that much, I mean I am not mad nor angry at them. I was just so embarrass that they saw my diary.

*WAIT! MY DAIRY WAS STILL ON THEM!* I thought panic-ingly.

I was about to find those three rats when a loud slammed was heard in the peaceful playground.

I got curious so I take a look...

to see....a guy........with his palms are all in his face. Sitting at the grass while his shoulders are moving up and down?

"c...crying?", I mumbled.

I don't know what he did why a thing slammed suddenly but Am I in a right conclusion?

that guy is crying?

I suddenly felt curiosity so I walk near him.

"uh..." I think of a better sentence to say.

"Crying is the best medicine?", Grrr...I leave a nonsense quote =.=" worst, a helpless quote.

The boy look up.

OMG! it was Minwoo?

I held out a handkerchief for him. He just stare at the handkerchief.

"Your tears won't be wipe with this handkerchief if you'll just stare on this" I said.

He didn't took my hanky but instead he get a handkerchief in his pocket.

"No, thanks" he said, not coldly but with his soft voice.

There's a silence on us.

"Uh..so why are you crying?" I asked.

"Hmm..just bursting out my emotions. I can't keep it anymore~" he said.

"So, how's your feeling now?", I asked.

"Hmm...Still the same?" he said and look at me.

"Maybe you still need to cry?" I suggest.

"Maybe those tears earlier are not enough to make you feel better.",I added.

"Even I cry endlessly, I still felt the same. I miss her~", he said.

That suddenly hurt my heart for some reason. I don't know why.

"So, why you still crying? When you think crying won't help you heal that big hole on your heart?" I asked.

"I absolutely don't know too" he scratch the back of his head.

I laugh a softly but not so loud.

"It's okay, Just be strong and you can overcome it", I said and look at him.

"W-wae?(why?)", I asked as I saw him staring at me.

"Ahh..nothing~"he look away.

"Ahhh.... JiEun-ah, I miss you~" he whisper in the air.

"Gwaenchana(it's okay)...I understand you. I also felt it before what you you feel right now." I said.

"eh? did your boyfriend died ?" he asked.

"aniyo...(no)" I said.

"You loss him?" he asked. I just shook my head.

"I was really hurt since my puppy died." I said.

"BWOH?!(WHAT?!)" I look at him with such a mixed reaction on his face.

"How dare you similarize(?) my died-girlfriend to your died-dog?" he asked.

"Eh. Yep, maybe you think a bit wrong to it. But that dog was a treasure to me." I said.

"It was a gift from my parents before they left me on the orphanage."I said.

"So you're leaving on the orphanage?", he asked.

"Aniyo(no)~  I escape and I just sleep on my dog's house since she wasn't there anymore." and with that, I heard a melodic tone of laugh.

He laugh as he put his handkerchief on his mouth to cover it.

"Hey, I was just kidding." I join him laughing.

"At least, I make you happy this time" I said in a low voice.

"Aigoo~ such a weird girl" he said as he stop laughing.

"I may be weird...." I look at him and smile.

"But I assure you that I was worth it to love.." I whisper before I left.

I don't even know what's on my mind and that sentence just popped out on my mind.

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"WAKE UP!" urghh..someone ruining my sweet dream!!!!

I got annoy so I kick that whoever that human-being who ruin my beautiful sleep.

"OUCH! You're so mean~" I heard a girl's voice.

MIAH!!!!

I stood up immediately and help her to stand up too.

Am I that so strong that in just one kick of mine I let her knock out on the floor. O.O OMMO~

"Mainheyo, Miah" I apologize.

"Erika, you're so strong urghh.." she said as she rubbed her stomach.

"OMMO, did I kick you on your stomach?" I asked worriedly.

"Exactly" she said.

"Sorry~" I apologize one more time.

"I'll forgive you, in one condition!" she said that suddenly brighten her face.

"Eh? What is it?" I asked.

"Dress up for now. Dress like lady okay? Not a boyish!" she said and push me on the bathroom.

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I was dressed like lady now! TADA ! do you see me? NO? okay, imagine it ^.^v

"Woahh~ yeoppo (pretty)!" Miah, clap until her hands become red :D

"Erika, your such a beautiful lady!" she said and wrapped her arms on me.

"Now, what?" I asked her.

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Minwoo's POV

"It's a good sign bro" Kwangmin smile on me.

"Yes I know" I smile back. I don't know but after I saw that girl in the park my mood brightens up.

There's this sparkle on her. She's so attractive...erhh...I don't know~

"Okay, Why don't you dress up nicely and we will gonna meet a girl" Youngmin beamed.

"For what? Is that your girlfriend?" I asked.

"Nope. Your future girlfriend" he replied.

WHAT ? o.O

"My future girlfriend?" I asked in confusion. Maybe I just misheard it~

"Yep. We plan a blind date for you" they both smile at each other and high-five.

"I don't want." I said plainly.

"Minwoo, we are helping you to forget JiEun so please cooperate with us" Kwangmin said.

I hesitate at first but it ended up to "okay.Fine"

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It was already night int he park when I went there.

They told me that I'll meet here my 'blind date' ?

Aish..where is she? I hope she's pretty. I hope she's nice. I hope she's not flirty. I hope...

I was surprise to see the girl from yesterday on the playground.

"Hi" she greeted.

"Oh, hi~" I said shyly. Grr....Hope I'm not blushing that much.

"Looking for someone?", she asked.

"Kind of. Just waiting her... How about you? What are you doing here?", i asked.

"Uhmm... Looking for my 'blind date' ? Urghh... actually...I don't like this  kind of stuffs but my friend forced me" she pout.

Oh so cute ^.^

'blind date?' so...does that mean.... she's the one I'm waiting for?

"Uhh..are you going to believe in me if I'll say I was your 'blind date'?"I asked her, blushing a bit.

"eh? I thought you were waiting for a girl? Ahhh..ehh..." she can't speak properly and I can seem there's a big question mark on her head.

"My friend also forced me to have a 'blind date' since I really wanna move-on on my past." I said.

"Move-on? You want to move on ?" she asked.

"yeah ~ I don't want to cry anymore, I'm so tired of it. I want to cry because of joy not sadness. I'm currently searching for it" I said and look down as I felt my cheeks where burning now.

But I saw she smile when I look up again.

"Do you need my help? I can help. I am willing to help" she said.

"Really?" I smile and she nods.

"I hope your the joy I'm looking for."I said.

"I'll do my best to make you feel better Minwoo. I will do what I can, just cooperate, okay?" she laugh softly.

That laugh again. It reminds me of JiEun ~ :)

But NO. I will love her the way she is. I will love Erika as Erika not I will love her because she resemblances JiEun.

"Teach me how to love you, and I'm willing to learn." I said and hug her tightly.

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From a far ...

"Hmm.. I think we already help Minwoo to move on" Kwangminsa id.

"Finally, he will have his happiness again"Youngmin smile while looking at you and Minwoo from a far.

"And finally, Erika won't be sad anymore about her died-dog, she can move-on to that as well~" Miah said.

The twins look at each other and look at Miah. Miah look at them.

Silence....

"heheheheheehe" they all laugh.

"Jinjayo?(really?) Erika can't move-on as well because her dog died?" Youngmin asked between laughs.

"Aigooo..such a weird girl." Kwangmin laugh again.

"Aigoo..If Erika is weird well you're an alien!" Miah point to Kwangmin. Youngmin laugh as well as Miah while Kwangmin glare at the two.