FOLLOW YOUR HEART

(ft. Super Junior's SiWon)

Hyunseong’s POV

“Just because we were born male, doesn’t automatically make us a man. Becoming stronger from losing, yielding even though it is unfair, running away even though it’s shameful, overcoming self confidence over time, that’s how one becomes a real man.”  Donghyun hyung said.

“Eh ? b-but how about mom? She’ll get mad once I didn’t marry that girl, HaeJi” I comb my hair by my hand in frustration.

“Make a good choice, Hyunseong-ah. Follow your heart” hyung(older brother) smiles and left my room.

I was still on my room thinking what I should do.

Do I need to follow mom? Or follow my heart? Aish.

After minutes of staring at the ceiling someone entered my room.

“Hyung!(older brother) Come on now. The wedding ceremony will start in half an hour.”Kwangmin said while fixing his tuxedo.

“Yeah. You should prepare now hyung. Aunt will be mad at you again if you’re late.” Youngmin said while helping his twin fixing his attire.

“Okay~” was all I said and soon they leave.

*sigh*

It’s been 10 years since I last saw her. I miss her. Only her pictures that were sent by my butler were I always hug every night. Even though she’s not with me, I always checking her, I have an assistant or should I say butler that was making an update on what’s going on her every day in the Seoul and keeping me updated, and oh I’m in California to attend my wedding, and I don’t want to do it! It was forced! If it wasn't for our company I would never ever do this!

“HYUNG!(older brother) They’re waiting for us! Let’s go down now!” Minwoo shouted happily.

“Arasso~” I said in a lazy tone.

“Eh? Not happy?” Minwoo asked but I didn’t say anything I just smile.

“Hyung...are you okay? You feel sick?” Jeongmin suddenly appear.

“No. I’m just...nervous” I try to hide my real feelings.

“Come on. You should be happy, it’s a big day for you.” NO! A big day of my mom since once I marry HaeJi we’ll be a part of Haeji’s dad’s company. Psh!

“Yah, Minwoo-ah.Jeongmin-ah. Don’t be like me okay?” I said.

The two look each other and look at me again in puzzled look.

“I mean, once this thing happen to both of you,  you should follow your heart not the command.” I said.

“I know I’ll regret this thing someday...but I hope I can move on easily on this.” I added.

“Hyung, what are you saying?” Jeongmin asked.

“Oh, nothing~” I smile and come with them.

“Kaja~ We’ll be late now.” I said and we leave.

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 Though we haven’t seen for 10 years I still keep that girl in my heart...I didn’t even lose her, she’s always on my mind. Actually, I want to be with her someday, I want to say ‘I love you’ everyday to her till my last breath ends; I want to marry her and be my wife not the girl that was in front of me.

I feel sorry for HaeJi, I really don’t love her. Though she’s smart, pretty, rich, and all I don’t get it but I can’t like her. I saw her just like a little sister...

“...this two person in front of me will be one once I blessed them, but before that...any objection?” I OBJECT FATHER! Aish. I can’t say it.. T_T

“...If there’s no objection...I will continue the ceremony now...”

“Oka—“

“I object.” I raised my hand as I close my eyes.

*Just because we were born male, doesn’t automatically make us a man. Becoming stronger from losing, yielding even though it is unfair, running away even though it’s shameful, overcoming self confidence over time, that’s how one becomes a real man.*

“Eh? You object?” the priest asked.

“Ne(yes)” I open my eyes...it’s final.

I heard the people on the chapel gasped.

“o-oppa~(older brother/boyfriend)” HaeJin shakily said.

“HaeJin-ah...I’m sorry but... I can’t marry you. We don’t love each other, I don’t love you... we’ll just make a sin...I’ll just make a sin once I promise to love you forever ‘cause I can’t...” I said full of tears in my eyes.

“OPPA!” “HYUNSEONG-AH!”

“Eomma!(mom) I’m old enough to make my own decision! I can’t marry this girl. I can’t love her...” I said and run away.

“HYUNSEONG-AH!!!”

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After a day.

“Where is she right now?” I asked my butler. I’m on the car right now, on the way to my apartment.

“She’s on her work right now, on the bakery shop. Would you like to visit her now? Or you want to rest?” My butler asked.

“Hmm...when is she going on her home?”

“Uhmm...after 2 hours she’ll be at her home.” He replied.

“Okay, let’s just go to my apartment for now. I’ll surprise her later” I smile.

Woahh~ I miss KOREA. I MISS SEOUL. I MISS HER SO MUCH <3

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Your POV

“EunJung, are you going home now?”My friend Siwon asked.

“Yes, I’ll go home now. Hey, don’t eat the cakes that I made okay? It’s for someone...” I said as I smile.

“Aigoo... EunJung you’re so crazy ! how can Hyunseong eat the cake that you made for him, when he’s not even here? He even not appears for almost 10 years! Tell me, how could he eat it?Aigoo... I just eat it” he said and go to the kitchen.

“YAH! No!” I run after him.

“Don’t eat that! If Hyunseong won’t eat that, then I’ll eat it tomorrow” I said.

“Aish..why not now? I’m hungry! Let’s share~” he said happily.

“NO! N.O. !” I shouted.

“Aish! If you’re still hoping he’ll comeback...don’t expect it! He’s already married since yesterday”

Somehow, I feel sad again hearing the news he get married to a rich business man’s daughter named HaeJi. How was he right now? Psh. Maybe he’s too happy with that HaeJi, celebrating their wedding...honeymoon...and so on T_________T

“Oh, EunJung..I didn’t mean to hurt you...” Siwon apologized.

“No it’s okay” I said. “I’ll leave now. I want for some rest” I said and exit the bakery shop.

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Woohh.. it’s so cold outside! Aigoo..I’m on my way home !!! ^w^

The snow falls slowly...and it’s so white...

I remember when I’m still young. I used to play with Hyunseong the snowball fight.

He’s always the winner because he always cheats! Like he’ll look for a big container and fill it in the snows and throw it all to me... while on the other side, I’m just using my little hands to make a throw on him. He’s a cheater right? Hahaha... he’s really naughty ~ Well, I miss h—

“ouch~” someone hit me from my back.

O______________O

When I looked back ....

O____________________O

“Hyunseong-ah?”

“Miss me?” he asked with a wide smile.

“HYUNSEONG-AH!” I run and throw myself to him. I give him a big hug.

“Hey!” he laughed softly.

“I miss you!!!” I asked almost wanted to cry.

“Why didn’t you shown up for a long time?! You crazy boy!!!” I asked him happily.

I miss him so much! And woahh... he’s face is more handsome than his face 10 years ago!

“You know, so busy on our company’s stuff and...my wedding.”

My smile fades when he said that.

“Oh...how was your wedding? Why didn’t you invite me? How I wish I can see you and HaeJi were on the front of the altar together. Anyways, Congra--”

“I quit” he lowered his head.

“yes, you quit that’s why I’m congr...you what?!” I asked.

“I run away during our wedding.” He said.

“BUT WHY ?! Aish. You’re really crazy! Why did you—“

“Is it my fault if you’re the one that I want to be with me in front of the altar?” he asked.

W—what?

“Is it my fault that I want to stay by your side forever than be on HaeJi’s side?”

“Is it my fault that I’m madly falling in love with you?”

Eh?

“Hyunseong-ah...”

“I should have said this 10 years ago... EunJung...saranghaeyo” he said as he cupped my face.

Dug-dug-dug-dug

I can’t move. I’m frozen. Is it because of what he said or just because of the weather like...hello? We’re still on the outside of the bakery shop and it was totally cold outside.

Dug-dug-dug-dug

Little by little he’s trying to remove the spaces between our faces...

Dug-dug-dug-dug

We’re almost kissing!!!

EunJung, just close your eyes !!! ^_______________________^

“Hey, can you both go on a private place? Or just hide or something?”

“Stop kissing on public you’re not on dramas..”

Huh...? O_O

“Oh..Donghyun-hyung ! Jeongmin! Yougmin ! Kwangmin! Minwoo!” Hyunseong said happily.

Oh, Hyunseong’s friends are here as well ?! ^w^ such lovely guys !!!

“Hyung, chukhhae!!!(congratulation!)” Minwoo clapped.

“I’m proud of you Hyunseong-ah! You follow your heart” Donghyun tapped Hyunseong shoulder.

“Oh..hey! Since when all of you came back?!” <______< and SiWon’s here!

“a while ago...”hyunseong said.

“since last night” the five pretty boys said in chorus.

So, the five boys were already here before Hyunseong-ah? Oh...

“KYAHHH !! KAJA !!!!(Let's go) Let’s eat the cake that EunJung made!!!” SiWon said gleefully.

“Wow. I bet it’s so yummy!” the twins said in chorus. Oh, telepathy ~

“KAJA!!! I want to eat it all” and we all run inside the bakery shop and eat the cake I made!

“Uwahh..so delicious, so sweet....but you’re more sweet.” Hyungseong whisper to me :”)

HEY !!! BUT WHERE’S MY KISS ?! you’re friends interrupt us a while ago . Aish !!! >_<

*Requested by: superjuniorelf25