12:51

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CLICK THIS -> 12:51 by Krissy and Ericka

♫ I’m Scrolling through my cellphone for the 20th time today ♫

♫ Reading that text you sent me again ♫
♫ Though I memorized it anyway ♫

I’m here at my bedroom still waiting for Donghyun’s text message.

I was so worried about him, since he didn’t call me for almost 3 days.

He told me he’s busy but...is that even a valid reason?

I mean, is he really that busy that he forgot to call me? Or even text me?

I was so bored here ~ I don’t know what to do!

Because of my boredom I just scan and read some text messages on my inbox...

“GOOD MORNING MY PRINCESS !
How’s your sleep? I still have dance practice that’s why I can’t call you right now.
But I’ll call you later, don’t worry ;)
I LOVE YOU! ”

It was a text message from him.

From Donghyun.

That I had received months ago.

I felt sad when I read this~

When he’ll be go back to what he used to be?

When will I see the Donghyun before again?

I miss him. I totally miss the Donghyun before. :”(

I try to miss call him again and there...he answers...

“Oh, What’s the problem?” he asked.

“You’re not calling me for 3 days, you’re not answering my calls, you’re not rep—“ he cut me off.

“Please, not now Leeya. I’m tired and busy. I still have to do more things. You know that I’m the leader on our group so I have so many responsibilities and our competition will be next week! I’ll call you if I have a time, okay? Bye.” And there, he hanged-on.

Suddenly, tears start to fall from my eyes...

I don’t know but my eyes started to burst into cry.

He hanged-on the phone without even asking me if I’m okay, without saying he still love me, he even forgot it will be our first anniversary tomorrow!!!

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♫ It was in afternoon in December ♫
♫ When it reminded you of the day ♫
♫ When we bumped into each other ♫
♫ But you didn't say hi cause I looked away ♫

♫ And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life ♫
♫And maybe I haven't moved on since that night ♫

I just closed my eyes and reminisce our past happy moments...

When the first time we met,

It was actually accidental that I just bumped him when I’m running out not be chased by my terror teacher because I’m not wearing proper uniform.
I bow at him many times as I thought he’ll be so mad because we both landed at the floor after I bumped him, we made a scene at the hallway of our school and that made students laugh at us.

But instead he helps me to stand up after he stood, he help me to run away and hide from my teacher, that made us became more close...we’re always having fun time together and we became friends...best friends?... and sooner .... became lovers.

“Leeya, someone’s waiting you downstairs.” My mom suddenly popped out of nowhere.

*Donghyun?* I thought.

I was about to ask my mom but she’s gone =_=”

Oh well, I have to face him~ I wipe my tears and put face powder to cover my puffy eyes and pinkish face because I cried.

♫ Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone ♫
♫ But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again ♫
♫ And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight ♫
♫ Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer ♫

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“Hi~” in my surprise....I mean disappointment it wasn’t Donghyun.

It was just Hyunseong.

“Oh hi” I reply back with a small smile.

“Are you free today?” here he goes again. Asking me if I’m free.

Like...hey, look! I have a boyfriend! DO you still want to court me? Want to have a date with me?

“Uhmm..I –“ I was cut off by him.

“If you’re free today, can you come with me? Just a little hang-out at the mall?” How many times should I tell you, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND ! aish.. this boy.... he’s  handsome but....he’s so annoying!

“I have so many thing—“

“Don’t lie. I ask your mother if she needs you here at your home, but she replied that YOU...” he points at me.

“...NEED SOMEONE...”huh? what is this freak saying?

“Hey, Hyunseong I don’t—“ I was cut off again -___________-

“Leeya, Hyunseong is right. Why don’t you try to hang-out with him? Don’t be too emotional about your problem with Donghyun. You’re on your room for almost 3 days... you should cool down yourself for a while, set aside the things that are bothering you and go with him to enjoy just for a day, just for today.” My mom said.

Okay! Okay ! Aish...

“Aish...wait me there.” I said and go back to my room to change clothes.

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“So where do you want to go?” he asked.

I wanna go home -________-

“Uhmm...Let’s go to the restaurant first and let’s eat.” He smiles.

Okay, I’m a bit hungry so I won’t protest~

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“What’s the problem? Why you’re so sad today?” he asked.

I just pout and lean my chin on my palm.

“Mind if you share? C’mon...” he smiles again.

“Tomorrow is our first anniversary.” I said blankly.

“Eh? What’s your saying?” he asked confusingly.

“I want to celebrate our first anniversary tomorrow, together with Donghyun *sigh* but it seems he’s so very busy at his work.” I lost my appetite that I just stare at my food and just talk and tell what I feel right now.

“I know you trust Donghyun a lot but can I share something to you?” he asked me.

“Uhh... yeah. Sure” I smile a bit.

“uhmm... I didn’t mean to hurt you but I saw your boyfriend with another girl on his way to the studio.” He said.

I narrowed my eyebrows and glare at him.

“Hyunseong, why would Donhgyun do that to me? He loves me...” I said but inside of my mind someone’s asking... *Does he really love you, Leeya?*

“I know you’re not going to believe me since I don’t have any evidence but once you’ll see them together... don’t hesitate to come to me...” I don’t have any idea what’s he’s saying! But... I don’t know, I just listen to him not even stopping him from talking.

“I’m here for you as always. Though I know you have a boyfriend right now, it’s not an excuse for me to keep a distance from you. I can be your friend that once you need a shoulder to cry on; I volunteer to be the one. Once you need some advice, I am here to do my very best to make you feel better. Don’t forget I’m always here...” he said with a smile.

“Hyunseong, why are you—“ I was about to ask him why is he so kind to me but he just ruffled my hair and leave me without any following words.

I somewhat feel nervous...I don’t know why? But I think it’s because of what Hyunseong had just said about seeing Donghyun with another girl. What if Hyunseong isn’t joking? What if he really tells the truth? What if.... what if I saw Donghyun with the girl that Hyunseong’s talking about ? Oh please...

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♫ Then I saw you with her ♫
♫ didn’t think you'd find another ♫
♫ and my world just seemed to crash ♫
♫ shouldn’t have thought that this would last. ♫
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♫ And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life ♫
♫ and maybe I haven't moved on since that night ♫

Hyunseong really isn’t lying...

The next morning, I prepare lunch for Donghyun~

I planned to go at the studio where he was practicing, I want to greet him a happy anniversary.

But it was accidentally that when I enter the main gate of his entertainment building I saw him with a girl...

His hands were on her waist while they are both laughing, they must be going on a date?

I just look at them and then the girl saw me. She seems startled and she remove the hands of Donghyun that was on her waist.

Donghyun looked a bit puzzled and he suddenly turn his head where the girl’s looking at.

And it was ME.

I look at Donghyun with som much pain in my eyes...

I can see clearly that his smile faded when he saw me.

Is that how he wasn’t that happy after he saw me? Did I ruin their moment?

Suddenly a tear drop from my eyes, follows by another one...and another one...until it became like a river that my tears flows continuously from my eyes.

My eyes get blurry but I can see Donghyun came nearer me.

“Hey, why are you here? Why didn’t you text me that you’ll come here to pay a visit?” he asked.

“Why? So you can cancel first your date with your new girlfriend because I might know that you’re you found a new girl? Donghyun, why you didn’t just broke up with me ?!” I yelled with full of tears in my eyes.

“In that case, I wouldn’t hurt that much like how I feel right now! I wouldn’t waste my time worrying about you every day and every night! Don’t you know I worried so much about your situation here? Thinking you didn’t eat and sleep well because you’re very busy at your work?” Donghyun keep on rubbing my arms to make me calm but instead I shoved his hands.

“You’re always saying you’re busy at your work! BUT you didn’t mention that you’re having fun with another girl! You’re a waste of time Donghyun....” I said and leave.

How can he betray me like that?!

♫ And maybe that was the biggest mistake of my life ♫
♫ And maybe I haven't moved on since that night ♫

♫ Cause it's 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone ♫
♫ But I'm lying on my bed, thinking of you again ♫
♫ And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight ♫
♫ Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on any longer ♫

I give all I can to him! I do all my best to be the best girlfriend that he can ever have!

“You need someone?” a guy spoke.

I stop crying as I saw it was Hyunseong.

I just stare at him for a while...

“I told you, I’m just here for you~ “

I burst into cry as I hug him tightly, buried my face on his chest and cry.

“Shh...it’s okay~” he said softly as he caress my back.

“Learn how to let go when you’re hurting too much...Learn to give up when love isn’t enough...
and learn to move-on when things aren’t like before and its certain there’s someone out there who will love you even more...” he said.

Eh?

“Hyun...hyunseong-ah...” I look at him while I was still on his warm hug.

“Leeya, just let go of Donghyun...he’s just hurting you. Give up Donghyun because in your relationship with him, you’re the only one who precious your love for each other and not him anymore. Move-on from him because love between both of you isn’t working anymore. Maybe there’s a certain guy out there who will love you even more...” I cut him off.

“And you’re referring to yourself?” I asked.

“uhh...” he didn’t mind to answer.

I broke our hug and wipe my tears.

“Hyunseong-ah...”

♫ As the sky outside gets brighter ♫
♫ And my eyes begin to tire ♫
♫ I'm slowly drowning ♫
♫ In memories of him ♫

♫ And I know it shouldn't matter ♫
♫ As my heart begins to shatter ♫
♫ I'm left to wonder ♫
♫ Just how it should have been... ♫

“HERE WE ARE FOR THE KPOP COMPETITION!!!”

The crowd starts to gone wild~

Yes, I’m here at the competition where Donghyun and his co-members participated.

BUT I’m not here for him...

I’m here for Hyunseong...

“GIVE IT UP FOR HARMONIES!!!” (Hyunseong’s group)

I feel ashamed but... I raise my banner to support Hyunseong’s team.

Well, it’s not actually my first time because I sometimes do this things to support Donghyun’s group but I’m just shy...what if Hyunseong saw me? Having a banner saying... *HARMONIES SARANGHAE* ? I bet he’ll tease me later >____< I just did this to thank him for being a good friend that was there on my side when I’m lonely. I’m so lucky to have him.... and of course ! I’m here holding the banner to support his group, I hope they’ll win !! FIGHTING !!!

♫ 12:51 and I thought my feelings were gone ♫
♫ But I'm lying on my bed, I'm not thinking of you again ♫
♫ And the moon shines so bright, but I gotta dry these tears tonight ♫
♫Cause you're moving on and I'm not that strong to hold on ♫

“Hey, why did you support Hyunseong’s team instead of my group?” suddenly, I was got drag at the backstage by Donghyun.

“Simple. THEY.ARE.BETTER.THAN.YOU'RE.GROUP.” I said emphasizing every words that I say.

“Why are you doing this to me?! Me and that girl don’t have any special relationship Leeya, forgive me.” Donghyun asked.

I was hurt again seeing him that he was about to cry but ... NO.

“Donghyun, I’m trying to move on. I can’t forgive you right now but I know someday I’ll be able to. I just want to thank you for letting me go...for breaking my heart...because of that...I found a guy which suits me better, which I know better than you.” I smile bitterly and leave him.

♫ Cause I'll prove you wrong that I can move on through this song ♫
♫ So much stronger ♫

♥ Letting go of someone doesn’t mean you’re giving up,

but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be. ♥

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