Saturday, August 4, 2012

SACRIFICE




"Happy Anniversary, oppa!", you hugged him.
"Happy 3rd Anniversary, my baby~" he said sweetly and hugged you back.
Both of you were on your house, on the living room to be exact.
You've been living together since last year.
Both of your parents are agree on your relationship so it's okay.
You were also in the right age.
 (I guess? xD)

"Where are we going today?", you asked him.
"Hmmmm...you sure you want to go outside? You are sick yesterday night", he said worrying again.
"Oppa, I'm okay. Let's go somewhere !", you said cheerfully like a 3-year-old girl.
"Aigoo.. be thankful Susie. I can't resist you ~", he laugh and you join him.

Hours passed and both of you are just sitting on the swing.
He stood up and stop behind you. He try to pull and push your swing softly.
"Oppa, can we get married now?", you asked him suddenly.
That made him shocked.
That's when you realize you made such a crazy question.
*Boys should ask that thing and not girls ! not you, Susie! aish.. PABO!* you thought yelling to yourself.
DongHyun chuckled and continue to pull and push your swing.
"Susie-ah, I want us to get married as well. But, remember... we are still earning some money for it", he said.
"Don't you think that the money that we saved is not enough for our wedding?", you asked as you look back to him.
"hahaha. I think it's still not enough. We have to earn more till next year", you gave him a small sigh.
"hahahah, aigoo. Susie,ah~", he said softly as he walks in front of you.
He pull you up and look into your eyes.
"It's okay, few more months and you will be Mrs. Kim already", he smile.
"Don't worry my baby~ I will be your husband forever.", he said and hug you.
"Oppa~", that's all you can say.
"We have Ppyongie and the ring, so don't worry. I know we are really meant for each other", he added.
"aheheheh. Aigoo... my future husband is so sweet! That made me love you more.", you smile.

Ppyongie is a teddy bear that Donghyun gave to you when your 1st anniversary came, together with your couple ring.
You told him that you will name it 'Ppyongie' because it sounds so cute.
'Ppyongie' is really special for both of you.
Every time both of you were bored, you'll just play around with Ppyongie assuming that Ppyongie is your child.


Both of you visited your parents.
You first went to your parent's house.
Sadly, your mom and dad was not there since they have an urgent business trip.
Only your little sister was there along with your maids.

"Where is oppa?", your 4-year-old sister Hyemin asked you.
"Aigoo.. you miss oppa that much?", Suddenly Donghyun popped out of nowhere.
You are the one who enter first on your house since he park his motorcycle first.
"OPPA!", Hyemin squealed and run to him.
Half of your day spent along with your little sister.
Playing around with the two is like you already have a happy family with DongHyun.
*Why all this things keeps on crossing on your mind?*
*aigoo.. maybe I'm just to happy every time I'm with him...* you thought happily.

Next, you went to DongHyun's house.
His mom cook lots of delicious foods for both of you. While his dad keeps on chatting.
You really enjoy your life with DongHyun.
You sometimes think that your life is almost perfect.
*I hope all things be like this forever* you thought again.


"Susie, it's getting late now. Don't you want to go home?", he asked you.
"Oppa, why don't we sleep over here? " you suggested.
"aigoo... we can't, my baby~", he said as he sits next to you.
He wrapped his arms around your waist as you were just watching TV on their sofa.
"why not?", you asked but your attention is still on the screen.
"because we have to do something...sweet?~", he whisper sweetly.He kissed you on your cheek.
That made you shock, *what is he thinking?* you thought as you felt uncomfortable.
"HEY! stop it", you said and push him softly. You blush slightly.
"ahahaha. I knew it, your thinking something bad!", he said laughing at you.
"No, I'm not!", you protested.
"ahahah, arasso...", he said and pull his self out from the sofa.
"But we have to go home now, jagiya.", he said as he lend a hand in front of you.
"wae?", you said picking up one of the pillows and put it on your chest to hug.
"Because Ppyongie will get mad at us. Ppyongie will be so sad that his parents are not on the house.", he smile.
"remember, he is still a baby. ", he added.
"aigoo.. for Ppyongie's sake! Let's go now~", you stand up and put down the pillow on the sofa.
You bid goodbyes to Donghyun's parents and ride on your motorcycle.



You are having fun looking at Seoul, while Donghyun is driving the motorcycle.
"Hey! why didn't you use your helmet?! wear it !", he said.
"Aigoo...WAIT! I forgot it on your house! Why we both didn't notice? aishh..", you said.
"arasso, just hold me tightly", he said and you follow.

You felt that the speed of the motorcycle is being so fast.
"oppa, slow down", you half yelling since you are in the middle of the street.
"heheh ...ne~", his short reply.
But it seems it's still fast.
"Oppa, it's too dangerous... slow down", you said worrying.
"My speed is not that fast, say 'I LOVE YOU' first and I will loosen the speed.", he said while he is laughing softly.
"Aishh.. I LOVE YOU !!! now slow down..." you said.
But, you feel nothing's happening~ it's still on it's almost maximum speed.
"Oppa, let's stop for now. Your speed is too fast!", you said.
"Aigoo.. arassso, I'll slow down! just put my helmet on yours so you won't be worry", he said.
"How about you?",you asked worryingly.
"I'm okay, remove my helmet. But be careful, I might can't see the street.", he said.
"Let's stop for now.", you suggest.
"Aniyo~ gwaenchanayo! now go, put my helmet onto your head", he said.


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Next Day, you wake up inside a room filled with white colors.
You see your mom and dad, crying.
You suddenly felt your heart tighten.
"What happened? Why am I here?", you asked them.
"Dear, you got to an accident", your mom cried.
"huh ? where's Donghyun?", you asked worryingly.
"He....he passed away...", your mom said.
Your sight starts to blur as your tears were strolling down.

(Flashback)
"Oppa!!!", you shouted.
"I'm okay, Susie", he said.
"But the speed is too fast.", you said worrying.
THEN----------------------------------------- BANG !
(end of flashback)

*So he died? because of the accident?* you thought.
You can't do anything but cry.
*Oppa, why you leave me? I told you... if you listen to me, we will not got to an accident~
If you only slow down on driving you will still here on my side.
And if you didn't command me to remove your helmet you will not die.
I am the one who will die !
Oppa~ why you leave me?*

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Days passed and DongHyun was already in heaven.
He is with God now.
You are just sitting on the couch inside your house with Ppyongie while touching your special ring.
"Oppa, I already miss you~", your tears starts to fall down again.
Suddenly you felt that Donghyun sits beside you.

"OPPA!", you cried happily as he just smile.
"Oppa, please don't leave me", you cried to him.
"Mianheyo~ I just save you.", he said with his angelic voice.
"Explain to me everything! why you leave me? How about me? How about Ppyongie? and how about our wedding?", you cried and cried.
"Jagiya, don't be sad. I'm always still with you. That time, I can't control the brake, I dont know~ it didn't function well.", he said as he wiped your tears.
"that's when I expected that we will get to an accident since the brake of the motorcycle is uncontrollable. That's why I told you to say "I LOVE YOU" to me, so in case I die, half of me will still be happy. Since the last word I heard was a special word from my only one. I also told you to put my helmet on your head so you will be save. Maybe you'll get bruises and cut but you are safe than me.", he said.
"Mianheyo if I didn't tell you that the brake of our motorcycle was already uncontrollable. I just don't want you to worry and panic.", he said.
"why you do that?", you asked.
"because I love you... I will sacrifice myself for you", he said smiling.
"But oppa, I will not be happy anymore here on Earth since you leave me", you start to cry again.
"I told you I'm always on your side", he said caressing your cheeks.
"Always take care Ppyongie and this...", he grabbed your hand slightly.
"This is the thing that will bind us together~ we are always be together.", he said as a tear drop on his eyes.
"Don't worry, oppa~ I'll always take care of our child and our ring", you promised.
"Good girl, my baby~ just remember, I love you!", he said and stand up.
His face starts to vanished followed by his body and now, he was completely disappeared.


Suddenly, you wake up not knowing your are crying on your dream.
You look around and your house filled with silence.
You look to your side and saw Ppyongie. You hug him tightly and cried again.
"Ppyongie, dad is always right here with us. We don't have to be worry ~ he is here with us", you said cheering up yourself.

"I love you , my husband~thanks for saving my life", you whisper and cried silently again.


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